I'm so sick, infected with where i live, let me live....

"I'm so sick, infected with where i live, let me live...."

"I'm So Sick" by Flyleaf, represents what i think and feel sometimes.

I'm sick of living where i am now. I love my house and mom, but sometimes my mom gets me frustrated! She never tries to understrand me!! She wants to turn me into something I'm not. It's not only my mom, not letting me "live" (be who i am or deal with out this stress), it's also a few of family members & peers (friends included). They don't really, know me. They think they do, but i have to change my attitude for the sake of them. When it comes with a few of my family members, I want them to feel welcomed. You could say I'm a push-over. But, they have started to take advantage of my nice side. I didn't mind, but they started to get worse. Up until now, they still do. But they have seen me pissed at them. They know that they shouldn't take advantage of me, but sometimes they still do. When I make new friends or meet new people, I will always show respect. I would want to get to know them better. But, along the way, something happens and they fight amongst themselves. And I'm ALWAYS in-between their stupid quarrels. When they fight amongst themsleves, it pisses me off!I can't ignore it anymore. I SICK OF THEM FIGHTING, I'M SICK OF BEING PUSHED AROUND, AND I'M SICK OF MY MOM TRYING TO CONTROL ME!!

- Valeria :]

( P.S i feel better writing this down :] )